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[seriousaura]

Happy belated birthday, Saeki. My apologies for being a day late.

Classes have been going at a steady pace. I find myself doing more outside reading than usual, but that comes from my being bored during lessons. It feels like we've been over these same things for weeks now. It could be seen as review for exams, but I honestly don't see the point in spending so much time on the old stuff. Surely I'm not the only one who is feeling this way.

Atobe, are you still going to join me in Tokyo this weekend? If so, try not to pack anything that you value.

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Ryoga, how good are you at judo?

Comments

[seriousaura]

I would agree with you on that part, but you do not know the entire situation.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

I know enough to know you aren't the honorable person people believe you to be.

[seriousaura]

Then you know very little and what you do know is biased and subjective at best.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

Oh? And your opinion is so unbiased?

If I know so little, you could always enlighten me on your dastardly deeds.

[seriousaura]

Everyone has a biased opinion on topics referring to themselves. I am no different. However, for you to automatically jump to assuming that I am not honorable is ridiculous. If I was lacking honor, I would have lied to Echizen about the events which occurred.

That is none of your business.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

If you were truly honorable, there would have been no events to tell Ryoma about in the first place.

[seriousaura]

Of course, but there were extenuating circumstances. Though, I admit that does not excuse me from my actions.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

I'm glad we both agree that your actions are not excusable.

[seriousaura]

Neither are yours.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

Now, who's the one jumping to conclusions?

[seriousaura]

I talked to Echizen.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

Interesting... so you know one biased side to the chain of events. Obviously this makes you an expert.

[seriousaura]

Do you care to fill me in on your side or should I just trust Echizen's side of the story?

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

Well, I see it hardly fair to inform you as IT'S NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS.

Since you are no longer together, I don't see how it concerns you.

[seriousaura]

Aa. Touché.

Just because we aren't together doesn't mean I still don't care about him.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

You definitely cared enough to cheat on him.

You can cut the crap now, he's not getting back together with you.

[seriousaura]

Like I said previously, you don't know what happened.

I never said I expected him to get back with me. For your information, as much as I would like that, I don't expect it.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

I know plenty.

Then stop trying to manipulate your boytoy back to you with sweet words.

You must have done this before. You're very convincing.

[seriousaura]

I'm sure you do.

I'm not trying to be convincing or manipulative. I suppose if you think I'm so good at it, you must have a personal measuring stick for expressly those purposes.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

Don't be mad i'm calling your bluff.

You can deny it all you want, but just stay away from my otouto. He doesn't need you messing with him anymore.

[seriousaura]

I wasn't bluffing.

Nor was I denying anything. Perhaps we both should stay away from him. I haven't been messing with him anymore and he doesn't seem to want you anywhere near him. You obviously cannot take a hint, whereas I can.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

You must be an only child.

[seriousaura]

What does that have to do with anything?

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

It shows.

I'm not going to sit here and explain to you how having a brother works. Just know that although you will come and go, I am the one tied to his existence. Regardless of whether he wants me around right now, he has plenty of time to warm up to the idea. I wont stop being his brother no matter what he does.

However, you have already been stripped of your title. You see, our situations are vastly different.

[seriousaura]

Oh?

Did you forget the part where you were in and out of his life just as often? Have you forgotten the gaps in which you were not even a blip on his radar, where you completely fell out of his thoughts? You are not tied to anyone's existence but your own. If you think, even for a second, that Ryoma will welcome you back with open arms, then you are sorely mistaken and do not know him very well at all.

My title was stripped, true, but when he calls me his ex-boyfriend, it doesn't hold the same amount of contempt that him referring to you as his brother does.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

[seriousaura]

I wasn't.