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[seriousaura]

Happy belated birthday, Saeki. My apologies for being a day late.

Classes have been going at a steady pace. I find myself doing more outside reading than usual, but that comes from my being bored during lessons. It feels like we've been over these same things for weeks now. It could be seen as review for exams, but I honestly don't see the point in spending so much time on the old stuff. Surely I'm not the only one who is feeling this way.

Atobe, are you still going to join me in Tokyo this weekend? If so, try not to pack anything that you value.

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Ryoga, how good are you at judo?

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[seriousaura]

What does that have to do with anything?

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

It shows.

I'm not going to sit here and explain to you how having a brother works. Just know that although you will come and go, I am the one tied to his existence. Regardless of whether he wants me around right now, he has plenty of time to warm up to the idea. I wont stop being his brother no matter what he does.

However, you have already been stripped of your title. You see, our situations are vastly different.

[seriousaura]

Oh?

Did you forget the part where you were in and out of his life just as often? Have you forgotten the gaps in which you were not even a blip on his radar, where you completely fell out of his thoughts? You are not tied to anyone's existence but your own. If you think, even for a second, that Ryoma will welcome you back with open arms, then you are sorely mistaken and do not know him very well at all.

My title was stripped, true, but when he calls me his ex-boyfriend, it doesn't hold the same amount of contempt that him referring to you as his brother does.

[imonaboatyea.livejournal.com]

[seriousaura]

I wasn't.